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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

memories..


17:53 hrs IST, Tuesday, the 20th of October, 2009
There’s a political parade snaking its way forward on the lane in front of my house, the leaders shouting their voices raw with (the usual) “jobaab chaai, jobaab daao”s. I am standing on my balcony, looking at the throng of bodies, most of them in various stages of disinterestedness. Some, in fact, are casually laughing and chatting amongst themselves, as if they’re out on a leisurely evening walk. I am looking at them alright, and yet I am not.. The vision that forms in front of my eyes is of a sweltering July mid-afternoon, that time of the year when uncountable droplets of sweat form on the forehead and roll down to the chin faster than a handkerchief can be whipped out. I remember that procession very well, that group of students of all shapes and sizes, all streams and ages, all backgrounds and upbringings.. I remember the parched throats, the ringing slogans, the raging fires in the hearts of the hundred strong army of youth at 86/1, College Street.. I remember the awe that passers-by regarded us with, the look of surprise on the taxi-drivers’ faces at the sheer volume of our incensed voices, our frenzied clapping of hands, out stamping feet.. And as the train of people vanish round the bend, and as memories fade, one slogan lingers on.. “ Loraai loraai loraai chaai, / loraai korey baachte chaai ! / Ei loraai lorbe k ? / Tumi, aami, aabar k…

Monday, December 31, 2007

X

( Sudeshna told me i could even contribute stuff here that had nothing whatsoever to do with Presidency, with all due respect 2 d gr88 institution.. So, if anybody has reservations regarding this, may my friend Sudeshna be held responsible !! Here goes.. )

All along my life I’ve tried to think. I cannot accept faiths or beliefs just because they exist or people have been accepting them for ages, and I can’t say I care a lot for people who do so.
There’s a very itchy side of my mind that compels me to challenge, question or argue anything that’s been told or taught to me. Let me call this itchy side X.
I’d rather stay in a small kingdom of people who can actually use their eyes than become a slave of a large empire whose rulers and subjects have all been blinded by faith and beliefs they’ve been accepting mindlessly.
X makes me do so. X makes me ask questions, and not to accept stuff if the corresponding answers aren’t satisfactory.
It’s not that I always want to drive the wrong way. It’s just that I generally want to be the ONLY ONE who’s to decide which way of the road is right and which way isn’t. I have a tendency of simply not accepting it when someone (whoever it is) comes up to me and says “this is right” or “this is wrong”. I can think on my own, thank you.
X itches me torturously until I make the right-wrong decision MYSELF...